Gammy

I miss you so much.
Everyday I think of you.
I yearn to spend eternity with you.

My own world

I like pretending there's more, that life can be better than it is.
I think the dreams are better than the real thing.

childhood

I miss being a kid.
I miss my grandparents.
I miss Lori, playing in the woods, Lady, Shadow, the trailer, finding joy in simplicity.
I miss being able to call for my mom when I have a bad dream.
I don't like cringing when the phone rings, being tired all the time, not remembering what it is about life that should make me happy.
I don't like being a grown-up.
I miss being a kid.